where do i start...well, let me tell you what i've experienced about this thing call LOVE.the best and the worst of it.the memories...the laughters and the tears that i had.
yes, it's a special feeling you have towards someone...boy meets girl...a spark...love comes knocking..ok.
well...love can give you both happy and sad at the same time.you miss her when she's not around.you text or call her everytime you think about her.when you and her go out for a date..you will hold her hand and maybe kiss her cheek...telling her how much you miss her.
you will try to buy her gifts...do whatever you can to make her happy.you feel sad when she's sad.you will try to comfort her and tell her everything is going to be alright....and that you'll be there for her...
time passes by in an instant...years have passed and you and her are still together...when suddenly, things change slowly between you and her.you'll try to figure out what went wrong.maybe you are guilty or maybe the feelings is not there any longer...not as strong as the early years.
i've learned that, no matter how good you are or how caring or loving you are to her..there is someone else out there may got her attention or caught her eye.someone who are better than you.fact:people change...and there is always reasons behind it.she go somewhere abroad...a new environment...MEET NEW PEOPLE....that's where it can hapen...NEW LOVE! I'M NOT SAYING DON'T GET INTO RELATIONSHIP...just like what i've said earlier, this is my experience.
call me a jealous person but my instinct where very strong when i knew i was going to lose her.i didn't want to lose her but when i knew her heart was no longer mine...i can't force her to stay..blame it on me...whatever but i don't care...yes..truth hurts...but no one is guilty.you fell in love..and you knew there is still a lot of 'fish in the sea'...you get worried...but you still wanted to hold on..
but when all have been said and done...she's gone...out of my life.....come to think about it...we came from a different background and it is a big gap and i should have known.suicidal me...too late i guess...
