DO YOU KNOW WHAT LOVE CAN DO TO YOU..

where do i start...well, let me tell you what i've experienced about this thing call LOVE.the best and the worst of it.the memories...the laughters and the tears that i had.
yes, it's a special feeling you have towards someone...boy meets girl...a spark...love comes knocking..ok.
well...love can give you both happy and sad at the same time.you miss her when she's not around.you text or call her everytime you think about her.when you and her go out for a date..you will hold her hand and maybe kiss her cheek...telling her how much you miss her.
you will try to buy her gifts...do whatever you can to make her happy.you feel sad when she's sad.you will try to comfort her and tell her everything is going to be alright....and that you'll be there for her...
time passes by in an instant...years have passed and you and her are still together...when suddenly, things change slowly between you and her.you'll try to figure out what went wrong.maybe you are guilty or maybe the feelings is not there any longer...not as strong as the early years.
i've learned that, no matter how good you are or how caring or loving you are to her..there is someone else out there may got her attention or caught her eye.someone who are better than you.fact:people change...and there is always reasons behind it.she go somewhere abroad...a new environment...MEET NEW PEOPLE....that's where it can hapen...NEW LOVE! I'M NOT SAYING DON'T GET INTO RELATIONSHIP...just like what i've said earlier, this is my experience.
call me a jealous person but my instinct where very strong when i knew i was going to lose her.i didn't want to lose her but when i knew her heart was no longer mine...i can't force her to stay..blame it on me...whatever but i don't care...yes..truth hurts...but no one is guilty.you fell in love..and you knew there is still a lot of 'fish in the sea'...you get worried...but you still wanted to hold on..
but when all have been said and done...she's gone...out of my life.....come to think about it...we came from a different background and it is a big gap and i should have known.suicidal me...too late i guess...

THOUGHTS AND DREAMS

When the lights was turned off, everything went silent and quiet.The feeling off tranquility and peace came upon the room.Although the room is small,yet it is able to provide the comfortness that he needs.then again, he his still wide awake...thinking and pondering and sometimes with a little smile on his face in the dark.The future that he wanted, the dreams he's been dreaming, the actions he's been taking...Everything that he knows he must do...He knows he'll achieved them.He always try to put aside the negative thoughts, everytime they come knocking.This routine actually helps him to sleep and rest well, without thinking any bad things that has happened to him.He knows when bad things happen, its an opportunity for him to be better and a problem-solver.Day by day he lives, there is always something new will happen.May it'll be wonderous or disastrous, its what he do what happens to him that counts.Positive reaction.Life is moving rapidly fast.Never take it for granted or he'll miss it.But he still have time to prove to this world, that he is here on Earth with a purpose.All humans are here with a purpose.Change the world he might think but first he must change himself.

MOVE RAYMOND...MOVE...

Went to our ourchard in Kpg Jambu this morning,my parents and i..Do some bush cutting..(phew)..Fortunately the weather wasn't hot...Thank God..

Done with the orchard after an hour or so, we went to our kampung house our have our meal...(boy,am i hungry) which my aunt prepared..Sagu,squirrel masak kicap,sup tempoyak,ikan masin...Exquisite!

After the great meal...I wonder around the back of the house and notice there's an empty land(not that big though) which aoutomatically trigger me.'Hey,i can open up another franchise of my rabbit project'.I ask my dad and he said 'Sure,if you want to'.Now thats what i want to hear.

About an hour at Kpg Jambu,our next stop was Kpg Simboh,my mom's place.(her kampung).There i talked to my uncle who was going to built the rabbit's hutch for my project there.We discussed about how and where we are going to set up the hutches.

Well,thats my progress for today..Will update soon and more to come on my projects.. ;)

AT THE MOMENT...THIS IS WHAT I HAVE...

Went to Agrobank just now and ask a few questions about the loan for my rabbit farm project.Two condition:

1.Must have another person to support the loan,preferable family member who is working.
2.Project must be at least 20% complete to approved the loan.

After that, i went to Grand Corner at MJC.Ask about the stall rent with the 'tauke' Mr. Wong and he gladly accepted with RM6 per day.I don't have to pay if I don't open any day.Great!

Laksa and rabbit farm...Can't wait to make use what God has given to me...Like Lenka said in her song...Use whats been given to you...

THE PLAN..

This are just some of my plans to increase my income.And i believe i can achieve it,step by step.These are what i am going to do.

1. Set up a Rabbit farm in two different location.One in Kpg Serumah and one in Kpg Simboh.
2. Opening up a laksa stall at Grand Corner coffeeshop in MJC.(its where i normally hang-out with my best friend Carlos)
3. Take a video of me singing and post on YouTube.(Maybe i might get a record deal from it just like Zee Avi did)
4. Blogging and write whatever comes through my mind.Adsense pays you know. ;)
5. Buy a small rental property with no down.(Anyone has one?)and rent it for cashflow.

Well,thats all for the time being.Later in the afternoon,i am going to visit Agrobank to inquiry about loans for my rabbit farm.Hopeful i'll get it.

WHEN PRESSURE MOUNTED

Lift yourself up.Don't be discourage or down.Head straighten up,shoulder tuck to the side,chest wide open.Be confident..

Believe that you can change your destiny.Life is a journey and you don't want to stay behinf from all the rest.

Plan your goals well.Keep focusing on them,like nothing else matters.Be truthful to them so it may be your burning desire.

Your goals won't work if you just sit there.Get up and get it going.Everyday is valuable and you got to keep moving fast.There is no time to waste.

Take every minute to think of ways you can achieved it.Because you actually CAN!

Don't forget...GOD is with you all the way and He'll be there when you need HIM.

BELIEVE, HAVE FAITH, BE STRONG, TRUST IN GOD, DO YOUR BEST...

"May Your Guardian Angel assist me to pull this off, I am really need of strength now..."

MAN UTD FAN

Finally, watching Manchester United live! Evnthough i didn't get to meet the players or taking a shot with them, now i know how it feels like watching an EPL match..Hehe...At least thats how i felt then..

I WANNA...

yesterday while driving home after picking up my sister Kaka,hitz.fm played All American Reject "I Wanna"...Fell in love with the song... the beat and tempo really lifts me up...

WAKING UP IN NILAI

Staying with my sis and her husband in Nilai,N.S.A Custom Di-Raja Malaysia complex housing.Prepare myself a cuo of Ali Cafe 3 in 1 and two half-boiled eggs for breakfast.Going to Seremban with them later.They are going for their exam,OUM.Weather is fine and we'll see how it goes..

Good morning to the people in Kuching by the way...

AK5217

Actually my original flight was AK5219 scheduled to depart at 9.50pm but was retimed to 11.25pm..hell no! So me and my dad went to the check-in counter and see whether they could squeeze me into an earlier flight that travels where I'm suppose to.Luckily,I'm accepted and got into the 9.05pm which was delayed 10 minutes.I rushed to the boarding gate and found it was closed.I asked the personnel and they relieved me saying the flight is delay.I thought the gate was already closed.So, I've waited and finally the plane arrived.

This is one full house flight.My seat number..30A.Sitting next to me was a couple in their 60's,going to back to Kelantan but they staying with their relative in Shah Alam for the night.They were in Kuching to accompany their son/daughter(i didn't ask) who registered into Maktab Perguruan Kota Samarahan.Its KPLI if your wondering.They (the couple) only stayed in Kuching for one night and they didn't even go for a stroll around our city.They checked-in in an unknown inn near Satok.I asked what did they buy from Kuching and yes..ikan terubok and kuih lapis.Typical right? Hehe...

Our final conversation when we landed in K.L, I introduced myself and told my name and said "Pakcik boleh panggil saya Aziz M. Osman..".You know what he said? "A..a..Tu lah,memang macam dia pun...".Haha...and one more thing,he asked me where Am I studying..(Damn, I look that young?)Well,it's a compliment.But,I do feel young.Sometimes I felt that I'm still in my high school year despite my age.I'm proud of me being myself.Initiating a conversation and put aside the awkardness..Oh, my bag is so heavy....

USE YOUR GOD GIVEN GREY-MATTER

Whats your brain for? one-Thinking...Sometimes when you think, your emotion normally gets into the thinking process and it often influence your decision.

I think a lot..About life, relationship, work, myself..What to do first when I wake up? Even that one, I have to think about.Because what I do first thing in the morning and what kind of mood that i'm in, determine what my day will be like..normally..

Its different when I wake up for work and when I'm not.Now, i develop a new habit and its a good one..I make my bed every morning...i don't make them usually, just when I feel like it..hehe...My bedroom looks more tidy and organized.Believe me, its useful and convinience when everything in your room is full organized.Because you know where to look for your things or documents when you put them in one particular place.

I think I'm out of the topic, right? Still...Use you brain people...Cheers!

WAKE UP ITS A BEAUTIFUL MORNING...

going to work this morning while everybody else in the house is NOT...Early morning to post some thought before i head the shower.

Someone dear to me forwarded an e-mail to me about this guy..name Jerry.He is such a positive guy and you wouldn't believe how positive he is.He makes life so easy yet you would think its hard to be positive.

He simply live life by giving himself TWO choice.To do GOOD or BAD.Yes,he always choose to be and do GOOD.As simple as that...And he shows that being in a positive state, people are looking forward to be friends with you, work with you, help you...

Amazingly, positive attitude can even save your life.One night, Jerry was shot by a robber who enters the restaurant that Jerry manages, while he was about to leave.He was badly wounded and when he arrived at the emergency ward, he managed to see the glimpse of the nurse eyes that says "He is a dead man.."

But Jerry made a choice..He chose to live.Before that, he was ask by a nurse does he has allergy and he answered "Yes, bullets..".You see how positive he is even in his condition and yet he manage to broke laughter out of the nurses and doctors who were treating him.

Well, his choice of staying alive..he got it...you can be like Jerry too.Try it on little things first.If you succeed, try on bigger challenges.I chose to wake up this morning..instead of continue my sleep and wake up at 6am.But got to go now,lambat sampai lab nanti...

STAY THE SAME by Joey Mcintyre

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.


Message to all of us...Send thru this song...Inspirational..

80's and 90's Era

1982 was the year i was born.In the late 80's and early 90's, there were a lot of great tv shows and cartoons to watch on tv.My days was never bored i tell you...It was already filled with lists of tv programmes that i really can't wait to watch.

During that time, Japanese animes and dramas was a must watch.The likes of MAERO ATT ACK (a group of teenage girls playing volleyball with amazing tricks and skills),KAMEN RIDER (well known as Kesatria Baja Hitam;i think it suppose to be baju not baja,don't you think so?) Gaban,Voltron,Power Rangers, Saber Rider, Thundercats...fheww,the list goes on.



I like to watch a lot because they are fun to watch and as a kid back then,now i know why kidsa love cartoon(can't blame them at all..hehe).I even like to draw them during class,when i got nothing to do,before going to bed...I wish i had keep them.That could be priceless..wouldn't it?




Oh, i also watched Knight Rider, Macgyver and Airwolf.It was so easy to be influenced as a kid.I really believed that there are cars that can talk! A guy who can invent or create a device or tools with just about anything he could find, and awesome heli with awesome theme songs.



What else? Ah...Paper planes,paper cars,mini soccer game using folded cardboard as players and the tiny ball using rounded piece of paper.The games that i've played...pretty cool and cheap! hehe...Nowadays, they have PS2,PC game,BEn 10( oh,i watch Ben 10 with my nephew a lot),remote control cars,sudoku...sudoku???

Anyway,just wanted to bring up something from down memory lane....Well, might as well go to Youtube to watch them again...Tara...

CHOOSE DEATH OR LIVE LIFE...

People tend to or willing to die,just to get out of misery.You can find it in the news,tv,radio,internet and heard it from people around you.They commit suicide because the can't settle their debts,hearts been broken,can't live with their current condition(financially,physically,relationships)..you name it..

These people obviously don't give it a second thought,about ending their life, in a blink of an eye.Don't they think that there might some person or a group of people who are really concern about the? Love them? Cherish them? Surely, they are too afraid of facing their problems or misfortune.Why can't they think of others who are more less fortunate than them before killing themselves? Those who are less fortunate can even live a happy life despite of poverty,homeless,physically challenge or jobless.

We know we, as human being...has different perception on things, people and situation.How we deal with our problems may not be the same with the others.They way we see things, they way we think...Sigh...Life is a mystery that some...cannot be solved..Back to death, the easy way out? Do you agree? Do we scared to die? Some say its fate...Its in God's hand...Maybe...I feel sorry for the people these suicider left behind...The people who commit suicide and left their love ones with the burden they have to bear...its unfair but life can be cruel...Thats why we got to stand up for ourselves.

I can't blame these people who found their easy solution of solving problems 100%,Because I sometimes do thought about it when I face problems of my own.But i think about the outcomes as well,wht will happen if i do this? And what if I don't? What would i miss out...Then i made the decision...Choices...we all have choices...The one we make definitely will surprise us.Because your not sure wht will it be...

Think of why we are put in this world..what is our purpose...For the good or worse...There is reasons for God to put us in this world in the first place.We just got to look for it.I'm still searching and eventually i'll know what my purpose is,and so will all of you out there...Don't pick death...Live your life my friends...Enjoy it..There is always mountain to climb...That what makes life interesting...

BEING FORCE

Parents sometimes push you to do things that you really don't want to.But you sometimes do it just to show them that you're obeying them, despite you don't like it.Yes,I believe everyone has experienced that kind of situation.Not just from parents,it could be your friends,your boss at work,family members or even strangers.We could resists these 'push over',yet..there are always reasons to follow with our actions.
Obviously,no one would enjoy being force to do things that they never wanted to do,unless they have to.Situation or consequences...they also play their part.This happens a lot when you have graduated from high school or university.Peole will start telling you things like "Why don't you take this? Its better...A lot of my friends go there",when picking jobs..."You should take this,you perfect for this and the pay is interesting"...The funny thing is,a lot of them are not even experts about what they are saying!!
It may sounds hard but we (including myself),must choose our own path.The path that we really want to travel in our journey of life.We all want to live happily right? Happiness is about doing what you love...Success even...Even if there is not much in the cash,we might enjoy it and glad we did it...
Why I said it may sounds hard is because,along the way..We are gonna have to ignore or reject the idea and opinion that others presents us,especially our family and friends(the people you value the most)...But if you know what you are doing will bring a better life for the people around you,eventually..they will understand.....

Wedding Dress by Matt nathanson

Awesome performance... Great song...You like it?

CHESS

Recently....I've started playing chess..I didn't fancy this game when I was younger but what I've discovered is that it is totally a mind game..strategy...of course people who knew about this game would say "DUH!"... But hey, I'm a newbie..Give me a break...

I've been playing against my co-worker a.k.a my colleague at work, online against other people from the other side of the globe and against computer...I lost a lot but did win a few of my first few attempts...Man, this chess game can give you a headache; thinking what will be your next move and what your opponent next move would be...

Well, I guess when you play more...you learn more...I'll give myself the time to learn to master all the secret moves or steps to "CHECKMATE" my opponent..In the mean time, I'll just play, watch and learn... GO CHESS!!

A Note To Myself....

Keep a steady, cool, calm mind so you can think wisely before you act.The environment that surround will have control over you if you don't keep your cool.Negatives thoughts is your own thoughts and you can make a positive thoughts...coz its all in your mind.Diminish all fear and doubts for they are your enemy and make you small.Be brave and say "GO AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK!".Move forward and create a better future in your vision...for the past cannot be change.you are the master of your destiny and captain of your ship.Put aside everthing that is bothering you...turn them into something pleasant and let them stay pleasant.You are what you think you are.Every emotions that you have, you yourself creates.Do what you think is right and make sure they meet your vision.You learn from each experience and each mistakes you made in life.Grow and be proactive.Never sell yourself short and never lose what you belive.Be positive in everthing you do and say.Although its always hard but you have to.BELIEVE, HAVE FAITH, DETERMINE, POSITIVE....

Inside the Genting Theme Park

I called it... 'Mini Venice... Mamma Mia...'







Its a little bit warm in the inside because of the crowd...as you can see...






See...

Genting

These are photos taken while I was in genting... Wuuuuu....C..ccc.ccc Cold....

Melaka

Here I am... First time to set foot in the historical Melaka... The first place that I've visited was the zoo.And it is also the first time I went to zoo!







The famous 'A Famosa'








Me and my nephew ...







Here are the armies...hehe...(From left:Oliver Tiong a.k.a Brother-in-law, my SOT sister Sandra,Me,Aaron a.k.a Nephew, My Dad and Mom)






9198....My Nissan Sunny registration plate number...hehehe

Spot The Similarity

Identical? You be the judge....

THE BAND...

Heard Paramore or Hey Monday? Their lead vocal is female... We are sort of like that....hehehe... This was our picture during our 'tour' in Greece....Nah! Hahahaha

I like this picture... I look really happy... Smart bah kan? Hehehehe...

AZIZ M. OSMAN

hISAP PIPE LA TADIK....







sAKAI,first time naik kapal terbang....






Mala jak hisap pipe....

REMEMBERING...IT HELPS..

Recently,my friend Bejo lost his father.He lives nearby,just a few houses away from mine.His dad was 59 years-old and his death was sudden.The other night I went to his house to pay my last respect to the deceased and my condolence to Bejo and his family.

After spending a few moments with him, telling him to be strong..I went back home.Thinking about how hard Bejo cried and how he said about life isn't fair...I questions myself...trying to figure out why The Almighty planned this for us.We enter this world for a while and He take us back.

One thing I've learned is this.... Know how God gives life...And take it away... You'll never know when its your time to go, so...If you think this way..You'll live life passionately with love,care,honesty...Well...like Tim Mcgraw's song.."LIVE LIKE YOU WERE DYING"...It'll change the way you feel towards things,life,people....And the way you think...

CAN YOU GUYS FEEL THIS SONG?

ENJOY!

THE LYRICS IS EMOTIONALLY MEANINGFUL TO ME...

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreamin' but
there's a voice inside my head sayin' you'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels lost with no direction
My faith is shakin but I
I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my head held high
there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
ain't about how fast I get there
ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
it's the Climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
but these are the moments that
I gotta remember most yeah
Just gotta keep going and I
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on
Cause' there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
ain't about how fast I get there
ain't about what's waiting on the other side
it's the climb

there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
ALway's gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
ain't about how fast I get there
ain't about what's waiting on the other side
it's the Climb
Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
baby
It's all about
all about the climb
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith

HOLY THURSDAY, GOOD FRIDAY AND EASTER SUNDAY

What a week! Its the week where for us Christians, its a beautiful week which we all should be grateful.Guard and guide by the Man from above JC and Dad, it never felt better knowing your God never forsake you instead pouring you with a never ending love and compassion...

Going for a an Easter mass at St Mark's Cathedral with my family in half an hour.Awesome feeling I've attended three of these Big spiritual enlighten mass.Happy Easter to who are celebrating...

God Bless!

EMOTION IS MOTION

Believe it, what you do determine your emotion.Try it...

1. Smell your armpit when its smells the worse...
2. Play sudoku
3. Eat ice -cream
4. GO pee-pee
5. Stick your tongue out and touch your nose
6. Sleep with the lights on
7. Naked  around the house when your alone
8. Say 'Aguk' 10times.. Slowly...
9. Air guitar-ing....
10. Run up and down the stairs...

Thats just some of the things you can do.... Try it and discover... You'll have different emotion when doing it... Adios...

JUST A MATTER OF RYHMS

Last Friday, me and my parents went to our kebun in kampung.Give our durians, langsats, bananas, jack fruits and i don't remember what else we planted..

Anyway, what i want to share is something funny that happen on our way to kampung.Before we reached our destination, my parents decided to dropped by at 10th mile to buy some things. On his way out from the car, my dad asked my mom what does she wants."100plus", she answered.

A few minutes later, my dad came back but without the 100plus.My mom knew he forgot to but it.He did buy something that sounded a little bit like 100plus....HANDYPLAST... Me and my mom laughed at my dad who eventually giggled along for his mistaked.But insists that he heard my momsaid HANDYPLAST.... Hehe...

WHY...

Why do we do what we are doing? There is always reasons behind it... Still... Why....

1. Why do we go to work?
2. Why do we eat?
3. Why do we laugh?
4. Why do we sing?
5. Why we fail or succeed?
6. Why do we get angry and blame others?
7. Why we cry?
8. Why we stare at the skies?
9. Why do we help each other?
10. Why do we sneeze?
11. Why do we have to sleep?
12. Why walk?

There are millions more WHY you and i can come up with... and i bet, to some of the Why's above, we will have different answer.... Or more precise... REASON...

A Defeat I Truly Accept

Man Utd lost to arch-rival and title contender Liverpool 4-1 in a very physical encounter at Old Trafford this evening.United enjoyed a brief lead through Ronaldo's penalty and minutes later, Torres equalised for the Reds from Anfield to bring the travelling Liverpool fan on their feet.

Gerrard put Liverpool ahead before half-time with a penalty after Evra's challenged that makes it 2-1.United were hardly a threat after the interval despite a couple of corners and free kicks awarded to them.Park, Rooney, Tevez and Ronaldos' attacking feast weren't much a bother to Liverpool's defensive back-four.

To make long story short, United were humiliated at home and as a United fan, I say this... CONGRATULATIONS to Liverpool and their fans... You deserved to win and thats all I can say.... 

A Lesson To Learn

My grandma passed away this morning.Always a sad scene when someone u know and love died.But what I'm trying to tell is this...

My grandma, who is the mother of my mama has many children... 10 children if I'm not mistaken.Guess what? Only a few of them willing to take care of her, including 3 of my aunts (my mama's sisters), My sisters, my dad and me.. What is wrong with them? When asked how come they never visit and see my grandma by my mama... All they gave was excuses...  Come on, its your mother and she's dying..... And after this morning before her body was brought to kampung simboh for the funeral tomorrow, the remaining children of my deceased grandma finally showed up.. Whats the point Shedding tears now when u had the chance to see her while she still fine?

Me and my sisters greatly respect the sacrifices and effort shown by my mama and my aunts. They took care of her without hesitation.Knowing its their mom.And we learned that, we will take care of our parents when they grew older.Because we will grew older too... Love thy parents while they're still alive.... Honour and respect too... Nek, May You Rest In Peace....

WORK...WORK...WORK.. I'M SICK OF IT..

Sigh.. How i wish I knew how to make money work for me instead the other way around long time ago.. My head can't stand it anymore... You go to work, and then go home... Thats it.. At the end of the month, you got your pay.. Pay your bills, insurance, car installment, home mortgage etc.... Whats left of it is sure not enough in this Information Age... 

A couple of things why I hate working..

1.  Wake up early
2. Do things at work that you don't really enjoy doing
3. Sometimes, you have to work during holidays e.g Christmas, Gawai, Christmas...Valentine's Day... hukhukhuk....
4. Oh.. and weekends too... sob..sob..sob..
5. Missed ManUtd game live on ESPN or Star Sport....
6. NIte shift... Arghhhh!!! I need my sleep....
7. Sometimes when you feel that you deserved a little appreciation from your boss but didn't get it.. it sucks... Work hard but pay less...
8. Can't take leave because not enough manpower... (Really frustrating when you need that leave badly)  Hate tugging with others...
9. Nag...Nag... Nag by your boss... Even when you did nothing wrong... Bosses do that when their not in a mood... 

Fellow Followers... Give me your answers or point of view to this questions..

1. Are you willing to work for money for the rest of your life?
2. Do you ever wish you don't have to work anymore yet the cash keep coming in into your bank account?
3. How long can the government take care of us when we retire? For your info... In the U.S, Social Security fund is running out and there are millions of U.S citizens are going into retirement last year and years to come... Imagine $1000 for a person per month and multiple that amount to the millions? 

I know some of you really enjoy doing what you're doing at work or love your work.. Thats good actually...  But if you ever notice this... Work can be a wall of bricks and  it will limit you from doing something else... You cancel your plan... just because of work... It blocks you....

I'm not smart compare to some of you.. but are we financially literate equally? I believe that financial literacy is the key to financial freedom.. Freedom without enough money to live your life is not freedom at all... We all have dreams... Beach escape,world tour,vacation wise of course... get away from work stress... Don't you wish you can do that everyday? Go to Europe.. Bungee jump...Sky diving... Drive luxury cars... hehehe... Isn't that wonderful..... 

Stereophonics-DAKOTA

Love Of My Life by QUEEN

For Someone That I Love... She knows who she is... :)

DECISION

What Napolean Hill wrote :

The majority of people who fail to accumulate money sufficient for their needs, are generally, easy influenced by the "opinions" of others. They permit the newspapers and the "gossiping" neighbours to do their "thinking" for them. "Opinions" are the cheapest commodities on earth.Everyone has a flock of opinions ready to be wished upon anyone who will accept them. If you are influenced by "opinions" when you reach DECISIONS, you will not succeed in any undertaking, much less in that of transmuting YOUR OWN DESIRE into money.

If you are influenced by the opinions of others, you will have no DESIRE of your own.You have a brain and a mind of your own, USE IT., and reach your own decisions. If you need facts or information from other people, to enable you to reach decisions, as you probably will in many instances; acquire these facts or secure the information you nedd quietly, without disclosing your purpose.

It is characteristic of people who have but a smattering or a veneer of knowledge to try to give the impression that they have much knowledge. Such people generally do TOO MUCH talking, and TOO LITTLE listening.Keep your eyes and ears wide open--and your mouth CLOSED, if you wish to acquire the habit of prompt DECISION. Those who talk too much do little else. If you talk more than you listen, you not only deprive yourself of many opportunities to accumulate useful knowledge, but you also disclose your PLANS and PURPOSES to people who will take great delight in defeating you, because they envy you

Remember, also, that every time you open your mouth in the presence of a person who has an abundance of knowledge, you display to that person, your exact stock of knowledge, or your LACK of it! Genuine wisdom is usually conspicuous through modesty and silence.

SPEND...SPEND...SPEND

Bought some number today.Betting on luck.Kalau kenak best, mun sik kenak...NASIB lah hoooo... Well,this is shortcut to riches.. All smile if u hit the jackpot, broke down when you miss...
I did win a couple of times, not much.But u know, when u have that little bit of extra money in ur pocket, u tend to spend it...WILDLY AND FOOLISHLY, am i right? Cause I've been there..hehehe...
This year, I WILL spend it WISELY if i win..If....Then again, I'm spending money on lottery? What difference does it make?
Better CUT down my spending, and spend on neccesary items only.I still smoke though,DAMN... Cheers!

NEVER AGAIN by Loudness

LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES

At school,we're punished everytime we make mistakes.To make things worse,we might be labelled stupid.Why is that? But for me...NOW..older and wiser (cewah) , by doing mistakes is where you will learn something.Just like Alanis Morrisette sang in her song,YOU BLEED,YOU LEARN..YOU LOVE,YOU LEARN..YOU CRY,YOU LEARN...YOU SCREAM YOU LEARN..

If you don't do mistakes, you'll never learn.I know,we don't do them on purpose..right? Its a life process..Everyone does..even the smart people..Even the powerful people...They all have made mistakes in their life...Correct me if I'm wrong people,MISTAKES TEACH!

But I know, some people find it hard to learn from mistakes or maybe they just don't take it for a thought.These people normally will blame other people or saying things just happen that way.Don't you hate it if people blame you for something that you didn't do,which is actually its them and they don't want to admit it? Its sucks, i know...

Well, life is full of surprise..Thats what makes life interesting.. And along they way, we will always have to learn new things.I want to learn Japanese language and culinary.How about you?

IF..

1. You're a dancer...
2. Your best friend died..
3. We have the same skin colour...
4. There is heaven on earth...
5. Animals can talk...
6. We never knew HATE,ANGER,JEALOUSY,REVENGE,EGO,TEMPER...
7. We can live forever...
8. Our words became flesh...
9. There is no tomorrow...
10. We can be young again...
11. We can change the world,with just our mind..
12. There is no Sun...
13. Angels live among us..
14. One sin can kills us..
15. People we hate,suddenly become someone we love...
16. Every cents we earn we give it to charity...just for once...
17. We lost our memory.. all of it..
18. Mountains can be move...
19. We all could sing WE ARE THE WORLD simultaneously,EVERYONE in the world
20. You could stop any WAR...
21. Religion is ONE....Its your last day on earth... 

Those are IF's that go through my head while listening to Angels & Airwaves.... This post was inspired by the songs on my Winamp playlist at this very moment... 

WHERE IS THE LOVE...

The war in Gaza have wounded and killed dozens of innocent soul especially young children.They, who don't know anything about the war... Its a childhood memory and experience none of us would ever wanted and dreamed of.Is there no more humanism in them who involved in this war? Maybe their childhood did look this way when they were a child.

Fingers are pointing each other, blaming one another... It just won't end.. Some say it all because of hatred,power,ego,..thats why the war breaks.Hey,who built weapons? Should we blame them? I don't think so..Anything can be a weapon..Just like a knife,give it to a cook,he'll use it to slice and dice the vege,fish,meat and onions.But if you give it to a criminal..you know what will happen.

How I wish all these negatives thought and feelings just fades away and depart..never to return...I imagine of a world,people only know how to love,forgive,tolerate,kind and happy...Smile and laughter...Joy and endless peace...God would have love that..

POWER OF THE MIND

Sudoku is something new for me.It might be peace of cake to some people but as a beginner,its damn confiusing and hard for me.When I first look at he game,I was like "What the F*$k"...  Hell..I give it a try.

My girlfriend bought the SUDOKU book and asked me to join her.I wasn't interested at first but then again, I kind of wanted to try and see what this game could do.Or what can you achieved by playing.Yes,its a MATH thingy.. oh boy,my math sucks!

After a few minuted of filling out the empty boxes,I begin to enjoy it.At some point,I wanted to just give up and continue the next day.But I challenged my mind and put it to work.I was DETERMINE to finished it that moment.My girlfriend asked me to continue it the next day but i said NO.

I told myself and sent a message to my brain,"FINISH IT,YOU CAN DO IT".Guess what, I did.With a great determination and believe,my mind done it job.

At that point,that was the greatest feeling I have ever felt.The feeling of achieving something that you wanted the most.I wanted to finis the game, and i did.The power reveal when you BELIEVE,DETERMINE and NEVER GIVE UP.

Friends, maybe its nothing to you but to me.. Its an ACHIEVEMENT to me.

IDEAS OR THOUGHTS

We all have ideas.Why? What are they? Its our thoughts that brought ideas come to life. From invention to food,it all comes from the person's mind. Cars,lightbulb,planes,hamburger...WHAT YOU THINK,CAN BECOME REAL.IDEA and physical willingness to put that idea to WORK,makes your THOUGHT, become something physical or tangible.

Realize that,IDEAS came when we are in some sort of situation? Be it a GOOD IDEA or A NASTY IDEA,to perform something, to make something..normally to make situation that you're in be less trouble or easy,fun,simple..whatever you want it to be.Decoration in you house,cars,accessories for women like earrings,bracelet..etc

Hey,why don't we start do some thinking everytime we wake up and before going to bed? And try to make it a reality.Tell me some of your thoughts and ideas n anything.I too will participate and this will give us something to comment about.

Thank you for every single of your comment on my posts... Appreciate it.. ;)

BURNING DESIRE

The first step to achieve anything you want is you must have a DESIRE.The BURNING DESIRE to win,to gain something,to achieve something..It all started with a DREAM and IMAGINATION.When you have that,put your mind to work and start building those need to success,to drive your DESIRE to become a reality.

No success without sacrifice.Nothing in this world comes easy,especially when your talking about being successful.A lot of successful person in the past,they had the DESIRE to be somebody.Some of them had to leave their love ones behind,their comfort zone..just to find that pot of gold.And surprisingly, some of them wasn't really good at school.Even never been to school.How is is possible you may ask..

Its their BURNING DESIRE that brought them to the road of glory.They wanted to be somebody,they go for it..Whatever it takes for them to get there.

To all my friends who read this post, I've learned that through reading books especially self-enrichment books..people can change the way they think and act or say or do..Change for the better, for good.. I want to change myself for the good..My life..Remember this,the only person who will going to stop you from doing what you love..is YOU..Challenge yourself.Be somebody... 

A NEW BEGINNING

I've deleted my older post and started a new one..right now.Its 2009 and there's a lot of things NEED to be done.I've got to change myself.The way I think,do things,speak,action..anything..Change for the better.Big hopes this year.Big dreams.Get rid of negative elements and say hello to positive thinking.Well,I bought this book written by Napolean Hill,"Think And Grow Rich".There's a dozens of powerful and inspirational lines and quotes from that book that Napolean joted down,and most of it came from some of the most influential and succesesful people that have ever live.I intend to finish that book and followed all the principles taught in it.

2009... Here I come...